ok, i am SICK and TIRED of this. "...tracy hasn't called me, i'm so worried...""...tracy hasn't answered her phone any of the 15 times that i've called her, so i'm getting pissed and worried and am gonna go sit in my dark bedroom and listen to depressing music...""...i made plans with tracy days ago, but the way she was talking, she changed them without talking to me...""...i'm so worried because i haven't heard from tracy, i'm so pissed because she hasn't called me back, i'm so upset because she brought along a friend when it was suppossed to be just the two of us..." ok, FIRST of all, tray doesn't have to call you, every time she does something, so get the F^CK over it. second off, maybe the reason tray doesn't answer her d@mn phone is because she gets sick of hearing it ring, and you calling her 15 F^CKIN times a F^CKIN day doesn't help it any. if you're getting pissed because she isin't answering, then you'd better get used to being pissed, because she almost NEVER answers it...be grateful she's answered it as much as she has with you. THIRD, dark room and depressing music? ya, real F^CKIN good way to make someone like you...seems more like you're trying to get attention. as for making plans with her, get used to them changing...she's more a spur-of-the-moment person than a plan person, and, no, if she changes her plans, she ISIN'T going to call you to let you know. you have no right to try to keep tabs on tray, so stop getting worried everytime you don't hear from her every 5 F^CKIN minutes. SHE IS A BIG GIRL. tray doesn't call you back because you PISS HER OFF calling so many times...if it goes straight to her voice mail, her phone has been shut off. STOP CALLING. finally, i told tray to call you to see if it was alright for me to come along today, but you left so many "tray, answer your d@mn cell phone""tray call me the f^ck back""tray, where the f^ck are you, pick up your d@mn phone and call me the sh!t back" that you pissed her off and she brought me along with. STOP BEING SO D@MN POSSESIVE, YOU DON'T OWN HER, SHE IS HER OWN PERSON, LEAVE HER ALONE SOMETIMES. so, what is the moral to all of this ranting? SHUT THE F^CK UP

((in addition)) well, since you seem to think that i don't care anyway, why don't i go even further. "...tracy hasn't called me back, so i'm gonna go in my dark room and listen to depressing music before i hurt myself..." ya, that's really gonna make someone like you...tray already has friends like that, she doesn't need more. also, "ONE THING WAS FOR SURE THAT SHE ONLY BROUGHT YOU ALONG BECAUSE THAT YOU HAD MONEY FOR GAS" bull f^ckin sh!t. i didn't give her gas money, like i said, she brought me along because she was pissed off at you, you stupid f^ckin jack @ss. and you think pretty highly of yourself, don't you? "YOU SHOULD OF BEEN HAPPY TO FREAKING BEEN ABLE TO COME IN THE FIRST PLACE!" oh, WHAT THE H3LL EVER!!! you think i should be so honored because i got to go to your house? YOU'RE MORE LIKE JAKE THAN I THOUGHT!!! as for answering for her, i have NO F^CKIN CLUE as to what you're talking about, but if you mean this journal entry? this is just because i'm sick of you b!tchin because everything isin't going the way that you want it to. this is all me, and has nothing to do with me speaking for tray. oh, and one more thing..."I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY WERE YOU ARE NOW BECAUSE ONE THING IS FOR SURE OUR FRIENDSHIP IS DYING AND BY WHAT YOUR SAYING IT SEEMS THAT YOU DON'T REALLY CARE!" the thing is, I DO CARE. you like tray, and i'm trying to let you know these things before you push her away, you stupid @ss-h0le. BUT I GUESS I SHOULDN'T CARE, AND, YOU DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MY BEING DRAGGED ALONG ON YOUR PRECIOUS 'TRACY' TIME, BECAUSE I'M NEVER GOING OUT TO YOU M0THER-F^CKIN HOUSE AGAIN, ARE YOU HAPPY NOW? I'LL GIVE TRAY YOUR SH!T, AND THEN YOU'LL NEVER HAVE TO HEAR FROM ME AGAIN. I WAS GETTING TIRED OF BEING A THIRD WHEEL, ANYWAY. ISIN'T IT KINDA SAD THAT I WAS HAVING MORE FUN WITH YOUR SISTER THAN WITH YOU, AND I'M SUPPOSSED TO BE YOUR FRIEND? THINK ABOUT THAT BEFORE YOU START SAYING THAT I'M THE ONE WHO DOESN'T CARE ABOUT OUR FRIENDSHIP DYING